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Forum: Psychotherapy 08-06-2021, 09:50 AM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iím wondering if you have the intuition needed to work with the little parts, H brought it up last nightÖthe fact that youíre not a mother yourselfÖdoes it mean you just donít know how to react to me...
Forum: Psychotherapy 08-04-2021, 06:44 AM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

One more sleep! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-07-2021, 10:10 AM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I canít stop checking my emails. Iím pretty sure youíll email before the end of next week, but thatís a lot of days to be obsessively checking a million times a day. I donít actually know what Iíll...
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-28-2021, 04:58 AM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

46 days since the session I left. Not that Iím countingÖ.
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-26-2021, 04:49 PM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iím back from holiday. You donít even know Iíve been away. I didnít take any meds to help me sleep the whole weekÖthatís the first time in years Iíve managed that when Iíve been staying somewhere...
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-17-2021, 03:35 PM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I wish youíd never got in touch, how dare you just pop up in my life like that?! I ****ing hate you, youíre ruining my life and I never want to see you again.

But at the same time

Iím so happy...
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-16-2021, 04:41 PM
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Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I didnít expect to see your name in my inbox this evening. Itís really thrown me. Seeing your break dates caused immediate panic to shoot through my body, even though Iím not seeing you at the moment...
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-15-2021, 09:19 AM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iím sitting in the park by your house whilst R is playing on the slide. Youíre literally a few minutes walk away and I canít see you. It hurts, it hurts a lot.
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-14-2021, 01:10 AM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Itís been a while month now since Iíve seen you. Thatís the longest with no contact in 4.5 years. Now the restrictions are being extended for another 4 weeks I guess your hope of possibly being back...
Forum: Psychotherapy 06-02-2021, 04:26 PM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Itís my birthday tomorrow. I wish you knew, I wish you cared. I wish I wasnít lying in bed listening to part of me repeatedly wishing themselves dead. I wish things could just be peaceful, just for a...
Forum: Psychotherapy 05-28-2021, 03:54 PM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Do you have any idea how abandoned the little parts are feeling because you wonít see them? The absolute agony of it. I hate them and I hate it and I just want it to go away. I donít want to hear...
Forum: Psychotherapy 05-21-2021, 03:39 PM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I think this is the worst thing that has ever happened to me. I hate you.
Forum: Psychotherapy 05-18-2021, 03:58 PM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I see your website doesnít say you have no space any more. Weirdly I feel guilty for leaving you with space to fill....and sad that someone will be replacing me.
Forum: Psychotherapy 05-14-2021, 10:57 PM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Is a 4am email ever a good idea? I know itís Saturday but i really hope you reply. In so much pain. I wish I could be put to sleep.
Forum: Psychotherapy 05-13-2021, 03:34 PM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I canít believe I did that. This pain is awful. I donít know how to survive it. 2 months of horrendous sessions and I think Iím done, I donít see a way forward and Iím not sure you do either. Maybe...
Forum: Psychotherapy 05-03-2021, 10:20 AM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

So much emotional pain today, I miss my mum even though of course she was never truly there....but she still exists and sometimes I think it would be easier to never have had a mum at all....it hurts...
Forum: Psychotherapy 04-14-2021, 02:47 AM
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Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Today I have let the small scared part choose what weíre wearing and sheís chosen rainbow dungarees, and they have a big enough pocket to take the baby whale with us which Iím really hoping will help...
Forum: Psychotherapy 04-09-2021, 02:33 AM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,837
Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I donít know where the session went yesterday, do you? I hardly ever worry about you judging me anymore after all these years but yesterday,...it was so physical, what was happening to me, I canít...
Forum: Psychotherapy 03-12-2021, 12:44 PM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,837
Posted By Glittering
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Itís been exactly a year now since we sat in a room together. Itís been windy today, just like it was a year ago. I remember walking across the park to your house and feeling this deep sense of...
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