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Forum: Psychotherapy 08-05-2021, 04:50 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I see my Pdoc on the 16th. I thought it wasnít until September. Iím just going to tell him to keep everything the same. I was hoping it would be in September because now I feel like I have to tell...
Forum: Psychotherapy 08-04-2021, 11:20 AM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I had this strange dream last night where I almost wanted? To have romantic feelings with my current therapist. But when I woke up I did not feel any romantic feelings for her. I wish I knew why I...
Forum: Psychotherapy 08-03-2021, 03:07 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I missed transference T a bit this morning. I donít remember what triggered the thoughts. So I drank 2 mugs of my Lipton blue fruit black tea that reminds me of her. And then I ate a mint Aero candy...
Forum: Psychotherapy 08-02-2021, 12:24 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I thought when we first met you seemed unsure if youíd be the right fit for me. Just by the way you were talking. You seemed wary about taking me on as a client. So I guess I read the situation...
Forum: Psychotherapy 08-01-2021, 11:40 AM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I want to be able to wear my new flannel hoodies and my new boots and my new bootcut jeans to our fall sessions.

Please say you do in person sessions. I literally have my fall wardrobe planned out...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-31-2021, 01:20 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Transference T hasnít been running through my mind much lately. Although my favorite tea reminds me of her and I drink it when I want to remember her. But itís more of a subliminal thing that I do...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-30-2021, 10:24 AM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I want to email you but I guess thereís no point to it? You said I could email you when I hear back about my surgery but I havenít gotten the call yet. So basically I just want to email you because...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-27-2021, 11:59 AM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

You asked me yesterday if I was stable before my transition and I said yeah. But I didnít tell you just how stable.

Before my transition my anxiety was always in check. I was taking just one Xanax...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-25-2021, 02:33 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iíve lost 8 pounds total since we first started meeting 3 weeks ago. 2 since last week. Iím not sure if tomorrow when I weigh myself if Iíll be any lower. You never seem to show much reaction when I...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-24-2021, 02:29 PM
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Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I have a lot to talk to you about on Monday. And I think you have stuff to tell me too. I am not comfortable emailing you unless you tell me to. Or like when I had a scheduling question. I am kinda...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-23-2021, 12:31 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Like I literally forgot about her as I was typing that because something in my house smells really badly and I was laughing about that in the middle of writing that last post. So I really am not...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-23-2021, 12:23 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iím seriously starting to forget transference t and Iím trying to claw my way out of these thoughts and feelings. Even though it isnít working. Like I donít want to forget her. but I go hours without...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-22-2021, 06:24 PM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Thanks for replying back to my email even if it was a stressful reply. But also thanks (Iím being sarcastic) for misspelling my name. I do not understand why people spell and mispronounce my name...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-21-2021, 04:44 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iím not too worried that you havenít replied to my email. I donít think it even warranted a reply actually. You are super relaxed about outside contact but Iím still iffy about getting involved in...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-20-2021, 09:46 AM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I see you in about an hour. Iím kind of nervous. I donít know how it will go. Iíve lost 7 pounds since our last session and Iím wearing different clothes then I was at our last session so it may be...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-19-2021, 04:01 PM
Replies: 1,013
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I got it ok with my new therapist but transference T still crosses my mind and it can still hurt very badly. I still think things wonít totally be ok. But Iíve thought that about other places and...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-19-2021, 01:03 PM
Replies: 1,013
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Thanks for fitting me in Tomorrow. I hope you donít think badly of me already for not being able to wait until our scheduled session next Monday. I want to do things differently with you then I did...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-18-2021, 12:18 PM
Replies: 1,013
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I havenít really thought about transference T lately. Actually after that email exchange with my new one on Friday I think things have calmed down a bit regarding transference T. Iím not exactly sure...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-17-2021, 12:08 PM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Iíve begged for extra sessions, even a 20 minute session before with transference T. But I already asked you if you had a cancellation and you said you didnít but youíd put me on your cancellation...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-16-2021, 04:32 PM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

You didnít respond yet to my email that I sent half an hour ago asking if you had a cancellation for next week. Now Iím catasphroizing and thinking you havenít responded because Iíve crossed...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-16-2021, 02:12 PM
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I found your card with your email in my wallet. I know itís probably not good to email you plus Iím pretty sure I just need a nap right now instead of your support. I mix up my emotions a lot. Iím...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-15-2021, 05:43 PM
Replies: 1,013
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Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I feel like Iím not in therapy. Since Iíve had one session in 4 weeks and I still have another 1.5 weeks before I have another session. I felt like emailing you the other night. Now Iím ok. But I...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-13-2021, 08:25 PM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

New T I really wanted to email you today.

Transference T I havenít seen you yet. But Iíve only been to the beach I havenít been to any stores.
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-13-2021, 02:37 AM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

I really hope old transference isnít going on vacation at the same time as me. It would be so awkward to run into her. Sheís said before that she doesnít say anything when she sees clients outside of...
Forum: Psychotherapy 07-12-2021, 02:44 PM
Replies: 1,013
Views: 57,836
Posted By Mountaindewed
Re: Dear T: I really need to tell you something XLVI

Old transference T would for sure put me in an IOP program if not hospitalize me for my erratic behavior with my meds. New T Iíll tell her but I donít see her for 2 more weeks and I have no idea how...
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